i write this before i forget it

as a inconsistent human i have a million dreams , it is can change ,well already when time goes by

it's not that important actually... when i realize how fun like thousand story had a ending , happy ending like always or bad ending and wait the spectator complain the story . even bad ending is better than what i feel now
i don't have a end... yet. i try to find my own story.yeah i'm not a open mind girl can share it to all of people. when peoples yelled at me , ordered me to keep beleive that i can do whatever it is. first time i say yes , second i say just shut your mouth of and look to the mirror that you have your own probs and just stick with it and just let me try
pessimist?yeah this life make me
i think i'm not deserve to think who i am in the next two years because i'm confuse how to face tomorrow. i know to many things in this world i can do
time is flying without invite me in , everything is already set i guess and i believe this is the best for me and i have to do it. my dream is only a dream but nothing if i dont try to get it. i try . a lot . but sometimes condition say different. i can make a thousand plans but who knows it will success whenever i already try as my best .weak! yes i am.

see?what i am doing right now didnt have a conclusion at all. but at least i can write it rather i keep it .when there no end, in the middle i wait my end this is my only chance and i will get the best end