I'M FREE TO DEBATE yeay haha , eh gak juga deng

kalo baca "kris in crisis" sih pasti ngerti hehe


kul se kul kul nya ahahahahha im happy bet happy

gaknyangka dimana hari ini gue badmood setengah mati setengah idup , gimana gak kesel ya baru bangun nyokap bokap berantem teriak teriak shit ya , yah dulu sih kalo mereka berantem gue pasti sedih cih , sekarang mah bodoooooooo amat agak kesel gara2 ngantuk gue ilang denger teriakan mereka huh , oke kesekolah latihan ama kelompok gue karna lagi badmood jd asal asalan dan banyak juga yang badmood jadi yah gitu lah ,
pulang trus tidur , bangun bangun diajak mama makan nasi padang , gue bangun cuci muka , liat rapot! beeeeh itu gue takut parah eh pas gue liat ya HAHAHAHAH bagus men tapi ada satu yang gak lulus SKM huhuhuhuh "PHYSICS"

yaelah gue belajar fisika udah kayak orang bego maksa jadi bisa tetep aja gak lulus nilainya DAN ITU NYESEK YA HUH , SKM skolah gue buat fisika agak rendah padahal 78.24 dan nilai gue 77 shit bet kan itu sangat tragis dan gue tetep kena omel lagi and finally wew cool , i cant believe my mom said "iaia boleh debat tp nilai gblh turun yaaaa"

but hem oke oke i try ma..

thanks god :D

kris in crisis

okay i remembered that i have a deal with my mom which is , honestly its not a deal cause im not agree or maybe we can call it "punishment" ,cih -> if my report more worse than before i'll stop debate , no vacation and to many etc.hate it

btw , i still remember that my mom is not consistant on punishment but i hate my self if im study hard and i got nothing from it.like i waste times

maybe im the one who make it dramtic or whatever cause i have a promise to my self that i'll study and make my scores better and I DO but the fact is -_-.

welllllll when i study i know the concept and it's not guarantee that i can solve the questions and since i want to be a social yah it's okay if im bad in science subjects BUT i want to become a social cause i refuse to join a science NOT because i'm stupid in science

idk what i must do. i know my self, i cant focus in two things but now , both between debate and school is very important to me

when i was in jhs i cant wait to be shs putihabuabuers but now maybe if someone ask me hows your life in shs ill answer "remedial" . im not find the real happy like im enjoy the school well i have a cool days when im in debate comp. and now......

.too many people said . you can do it kris! etc etc etc . but its make me sad cause i know its hard. maybe now i just try to change my mindset that i can do it! its easy hem too easy. too many that i wished for, so i have to make it happen . GO!

uas -_-

monday : math , history , geo
tuesday : chemistry , socio , ICT
wednesday : bio , civics , japan
thursday : bahasa , mandarin , reg
friday : physics , PE

hate to admit it that i have exam on saturday , wtf -_-
saturday :english , economy



jeng jeng jeng jeng this is the chronology ..

first day math OH GOD hahahah kidding , mymath teacher said , im not input your score of this test in your report ,sooooo nyantaaaaaaaaaaaaaai ahahhahahahaha krik
but history and geo -_- i studied in friday and saturday , i wish my scores not really bad but..

new question : why in shs im not shock if the teachers say im remed -_

tuesday oh men chemistry . stoichiometry hiks . im not really understand the concept soooooo i cant solve it ha ha . i solved 5 question from 30. it means i need remed
in ict i hate the teacher cause he gives he material like aweek before the exam and its hard hahaha lebay nih tp sumpah ngapalin pasal men gue aja bingung nih pelajaran komputer apa pkn ckckckckckkc . socio hiks ya materinya kan misalnya ada 20 lembar dan gue baru baca 10 lmbar . when i looked the question , no 1-20 i can do it hem i guess. but no 21-end haaaa i dont understand krik

wednesday. Bio hahahah i read it more than twice but i still not understand about the repro of fungi yeah i have problem with my brain maybe and im not sure i have a good score hiks
pkn daang! i read the materi 15 minutes before the test start LOL pantes bego, lah orang baru tau ada fotokopian, pkn aja gakpunya gue bukunya suram amat kan
japan kore sore are hokenshitsu apa asu tau rebet deh but i try to study and yea i can do it , its doesnt mean ill get good score but i still hope it happen

thurs. bahasa huakakakakakak karna selama ujian gue kan latian ngarang bebas yah jd bisa lah gue dikit. oke manarin nih zhao shang hao ,wo jiao krismita . wo shi yinni ren, wo shi xue sheng krik krik ahhahaha freak. masalahnya di soal mandarin ga ada tulisan latin a.k.a han zi ato tulisan cina yg susah itu bisa sih dikit tapi. Agama i read the book.draw it to make easy .tapi masa ada juga yg gak gue bisa TAKDIR lah mit dasar lo ahahaha

friday physics . like i wanna give up but i changed my mind set and try to believe that physics its easy LOL bet yak . i study and hem idk i cant give comment on my test krik , PE , i read from fotokopian lumayan bisa lah tapi entah lah .semoga aja

saturday , BESOK nih gue gabisa cerita lah orang belom kejadian . udah belajar sih elastisitas,demand de el el

i already know , im study hard, pray and i just wait and trust in god and surrender